So, this one time....

So, this one time in Barnes & Noble, with their many escalators and people sprawled out on the floor reading their favorite books quietly and in peace, I just really needed {“!!!!!”} to get to Starbucks on the third floor so you could say my mind was in the clouds (we’ll go with that). 

I was on a mission – GET TO THE THIRD FLOOR.

I stepped onto the first escalator I saw with a smile on my face because soon I would be united with coffee; however, something odd was happening.

I was battling to get to the top of this escalator.

Correct me if I’m wrong, but I have been trained to know that escalators were created to get me from bottom to top or vice versa with grace and ease.

I know how to ride an escalator, pshhht.

I was trying to process what was happening and at this point I’m RUNNING (yes, running) up the escalator, confused out of my mind! I look behind me and I see my little sister just laughing her head off, I even asked her, “Julia, what are you doing, aren’t you coming? Hurry.” And THAT’s when I realized that it was I who was the fool.

I WAS RUNNING UP THE DOWN ESCALATOR. (God bless my soul)

You see, I am a diehard fan of the Stairmaster at the gym and so going up "down” moving stairs seemed somewhat natural but the context could NOT have been more different. At this point, I had to humbly stop fighting that blasted machine and instead ride the escalator down the direction it was intended for, like a civilized woman. Julia and I were laughing for HOURS; I completely humiliated myself, but took joy in my coffee and the fact that people now had a funny story to tell their friends about this chick who________ (fill in the blank)_____.

It wasn’t until weeks later when I giggly remembered this happening of mine, that God revealed something so marvelous to me.

In essence this is what I heard,

“Stop fighting the direction in which I have intended for you.”

Am I alone in this? Am I the only one who (sometimes) unknowingly wrestles with the will of God? Am I the only one who gets so caught up in the destination (in this case, coffee --- s h o c k e r) that I try to get there too hastily?

Don’t loose you’re head.

 Keep close to our Lord, daily; not just weekly, not just annually, but daily.

BUT, DO find peace in knowing that if you lose your way, our Lord will be there waiting, watching, loving, and welcoming you into His warm embrace, ready to laugh with you in the days to come.

Leave it up to the Almighty to use my embarrassment as yet another insightful experience for me. 

#PraiseHim

relinquish & release.

WHY ARE YOU PLANNING 

AS IF YOU ALREADY KNOW?

 

Have you ever experienced those cherished, humbling and intimate moments with God? 

You see, God radically exposed me in the most gentle and loveliest of ways today. 

Actually, he caught me in the act and nearly knocked the wind right out of my soul - hehe. 

The knee-slapper was that I was doing this with a BIG fat smile on my face. 

(I know you're probably biting your nails to the nubs at this point) 

Okay, don't laugh. 

I was P L A N N I N G. 

I pulled out my cute little 2014 planner and was excitingly jotting things down like there was no tomorrow, folks. 

I was planning things that were hopeful dreams that WERE (!!!!!) going to take place if I had anything to do with it. 

So there I was, proclaiming and demanding things with my little black pen that I had no control of in the first place.

At first glance one could argue that this was a total act of innocence and for some (not me) I would agree.

But let me assure you, I was G U I L T Y and caught red handed. 

This was my intent: I was going to let God know (and make sure He couldn't forget) the details of my life that are so so so important and dear to my heart. 

In essence, I was just letting God know what needed to be done is all....

OY VEY (palm to face). 

Moral of the story is NOT to stop planning; it is a change of heart. 

Here was my problem, in this act I was taking things into my own hands and gripping those things ever so tightly in my heart. I desired to control the circumstances and the outcomes of my plans. 

mine mine mine.

As I was in the act, I heard this gentle whisper speaking directly into the depths of my soul:

  Why are you planning as if you already know? 

I had an "oh my gosh" moment leaving me divinely awestruck. It was at that moment where I dropped my pen (and my tight grip on MY plans) like a heaping plate of hot tamales. 

I fell in absolute LOVE with God ---- The Almighty spoke and convicted me with perfect grace and love for His daughter.  

These plans I was making were not bad; they weren't. 

Who knows, those plans I so desire to take place may actually occur but

God was simply reminding me of something of larger importance. I need to loosen my grip and let Him do what He does best.  He reminded me to put not my trust and hope in the plans itself, but in The Planner, HIMself. 

#snaps for a loving Father, am I right? 

Posture yourself to offer God the reign over your everyday:

"Father, I relinquish & release my everything into your tender and loving care"

 

RELINQUISH & RELEASE.

The Best is Yet to Come

I urge you to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God 

R O M A N S   1 2 : 1

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There have been two things consuming my thoughts for a few months now – each have drawn my attention by multiple people coming from all different places.  

The first was posed as a question: What if I lived every day and approached every instance as Christ-centered? Heard this before? I know personally I’ve grown up with this challenge ringing in my ears. But have you and I truly made an effort to live this out? I’m challenging myself to not view this question as a concept or an idea that is “just a little bit out of my reach”. I believe with my WHOLE heart and soul that this is and can be a reality. By no means will my efforts be perfect but it is the effort of living this out that makes it worthwhile. What this means to me, and it may be different for you, is to make an intentional choice to be aware of and have reverence for His presence throughout my day. I desire to make Him my priority; for Christ is more than worthy of all my time. It is making a choice to throw off all that hinders in order that I may love others more fully and please Him in all that I do. I often imagine what it would feel like to say to God, “Father, I have given you every ounce of my everything to you and for you – Your will be done.” Imagine the love and the fulfillment of that statement. I hope that gives you chills. But by golly, that statement does not come with plush comfort or little sacrifice – it’s an uphill battle that requires me and you to fight against those things that so easily and quickly entangle us; we must push through and move forward, grasping onto the Truth of Christ and relying on the love our Father bestows on us.

The second is a message that gives me so much hope and it came after I had been dwelling on the previous message through a swanky tune by my man, Frank Sinatra (Man did God know what would capture my attention or what haha). It was during a time I was doing my best to navigate life’s many twists and turns and loop-dee-loops with the approach and mindset of the first message yet I would become discouraged every now and then.

The song? 

The Best is Yet to Come (S W O O N)

The chorus of this tune joyfully rung in my ears and soul for quite some time now and still does today.

“The Best is yet to come and babe wont that be fine.

You think you’ve seen the sun, but you ain’t seen it shine

 (come that day that you’re mine)”

The BEST is yet to come. His Best is coming soon and what a lovely message of hope as we desire and give it our all to live out a Christ-centered life. I am more than aware that living a Christ-Centered life is not the easiest road to travel on; Christ makes that clear to His followers. It is sure to seem like a desert at times and can make the action of throwing in the towel seem very desire-some. But He is not short in His rich, glorious and worthwhile promises.

Choose Christ and act faithfully for His best is yet to come.